Dealing with DOUBT (Pt.1)

Unknown-4 Have you ever had doubts? Here's a thoughtful quote …

“I think the trouble with me is lack of faith. I have no rational ground for going back on the arguments that convinced me of God’s existence: but the irrational deadweight of my old skeptical habits, and the spirit of this age, and the cares of the day, steal away all my lively feeling of the truth, and often when I pray I wonder if I am not posting letters to a non-existent address. Mind you I don’t think so – the whole of my reasonable mind is convinced: but I often feel so.”

Who said that? … an honest man … C.S. Lewis.

"'Lord, I believe, help my unbelief (Mark 9:24)!' 

 We don’t know the name of the man who said those words to Jesus. Whoever he was, his words capture perfectly the anxieties of many Christians. They have discovered in Jesus Christ something far more wonderful than they had ever dared to hope. God often seems very close in the first days of faith. Yet nagging doubts sometimes remain. Can I really trust the Gospel? Does God really love me? Can I be of any use to God? Deep down, many Christians worry about questions like these, often feeling ashamed for doing so. And so they suppress them. They hope that they will go away. Sometimes they do – but often they don’t. 

We often call Thomas 'doubting Thomas' but all of the disciples believed only after they saw Jesus, and even then, some of them still doubted (see Matt.28:17). Doubt is normal! We are frail, sinful, finite and limited creatures. We can’t see the full picture. We are so small …  and God is so much bigger than we think. The apostle Paul put it this way: “We see through a glass darkly.”  

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WAKING UP: a Helpful Metaphor for Understanding Christian Conversion

Images-9 What happens when you wake up in the morning?

For some people, it's a rude and shocking experience. Off goes the alarm and they jump up in fright, dragged out of sleep to face the cold, cruel light of day.

For others, it is a quiet, slow process. They can be half asleep and half awake, and not even sure which is which, until gradually, eventually, without any shock or resentment, they are happy to know that another day has begun. 

Most of us know something of both, and a lot in between. 

Waking up offers one of the most basic pictures of what can happen when God takes a hand in someone's life. 

There are classic alarm-clock stories. Saul of Tarsus on the road to Damascus, blinded by a sudden light, stunned and speechless, discovered that the God he had worshipped had revealed himself in the crucified and risen Jesus of Nazareth. John Wesley found his heart becoming strangely warm, and never looked back. They and a few others are the famous ones, but there are millions more.

And there are many stories, though they don't hit the headlines in the same way, of the half-awake and half-asleep variety. Some people take months, years, maybe even decades, during which they aren't sure whether they're on the outside of Christian faith looking in, or on the inside looking about this to see if it's real. 

As with ordinary waking up, there are many people who are somewhere in between. But the point is that there is such a thing as being asleep, and there is such a thing as being awake. And it's important to tell the difference, and to be sure you're awake by the time you have to be up and ready for action, whatever that action may be. 

Sleeping and waking is, in fact, one of the regular early Christian images for what happens when the gospel of Jesus, the good news that the creator God has acted decisively to put the world to rights impinges on someone's consciousness. There's a good reason for this. 'Sleep' was a regular way of talking about death in the ancient Jewish world. With the resurrection of Jesus, the world was being invited to wake up. 'Wake up, sleeper!' writes the apostle Paul. "Rise from the dead! Christ will give you light!"

[Quoted from Simply Christian by Tom Wright, p.175-176]